first day of work:
i cleaned up vomit, washed poop out of pants, washed poop out of ass, tried my best to prevent fights and oh well just stay out of the older teachers' ways :)

i would really love to just flop into someones arms and whine and cry and babble on and on about my first day at work..dont know how to describe the way i feel + i cant keep my feelings in!!!

alas, work starts again at 8am, for the rest of the week, as well as 6 more months :P
still, i love who im working with, and im hoping they'll love me back.staying hopeful that this is gonna be a job that i can love in the long run.

perservere, keep your head up!!!

oh and the kids are really really.really really cute xD cute cant even describe how adorable they really are.but when they start snatching toys from each other.walao.must pray super hard that it doesnt end up in tears.

I like to eat like a rainbow

met an old friend today at an old place.bumping into her brought back memories, both good and bad.haha, its a little hard to imagine that years ago we were so different from the people we are today.but it was a good chat nonetheless, though a little awkward. when we were much younger we werent very "in the zone" with each other see xp

i start work in 10 hours!!!:S

go go yang yen yen KIDS KIDS KIDS!!!

10

(im behind the uglier of the two "p"s ^^)

its hard to imagine how another year has gone past just like that.there are still so many many things that i want to do with my life!!!contrary to how a post-a level student should be feeling about the new year, i am not at all jaded and fatigued but very pumped up for what there is to come X) WOW WHEE.
as this chapter of my life - "the year when i used the most foolscap paper and did the most math and wrote the most essays" comes to a close, doors are being opened before me and i cant help but feel very excited because there is so much to accomplish in the new year!

im pretty convinced that its all the adrenaline rushing around inside me, from getting the Dream Job thats speaking now :P

i revisited my 2009 resolutions and highlighted the accomplished ones,underlined the unaccomplished ones,and bolded the can-do-much-better ones:

1. Be contented

2. Give my family all the love and respect they deserve
- give in to my dad whenever he touches on controversial issues like LKY and whatever gets his gut
- be my mum's bestest vacuumer ever
- stop getting annoyed at my sis (ive accepted that ill never stop annoying her LOLS)

3. Be deserving of my friends
- grow in love, trust and mental strength with yoggi, my best friends, my guides
- be a happier person in school
- make new friends and quit judging people before i really get to know them

4. Be a hardworking nerd
- do whatever it takes (make more SMART goals, ANYTHING)
- studying over going out and playing FOR REAL
- stop hiding from math

5. Be healthy
- bubbletea once a month (its already working and i havent drunk this month's worth xD)
- jog and/or swim 5 times a week
- drag my parents out to exercise during the weekend at least
- sleep at 12 latest (today does not count)

6. Get a joint-BEST INTERACTOR award with hann

this calls for new goals to be made soon :P happy new year, life is t-t-t-tastytasty :)

one of my favourite cheesy scenes. i truly believe i live on other peoples happiness hahaha X)

(from www.runawaytrain.tumblr.com)

here's to creating our own happiness.

"I want to make you mad, and then kiss you."

i may not be the world's biggest worrier, but i sure worry a lot >_> i worry about not eating enough fibre, not being able to pass econs (still worrying), not being able to have a healthy set of teeth to last me till 90. oh god.the last one happens to be biggest worry of the moment :X
i hope the achy feeling in my molar isnt the sign of an impending cavity.i havent even be eating lots of sweets oh please give me a break pleaseplease!!!

bbq at east coast park today was the most fun ive ever had with the class since mt. ophir, great way to round up 2 years of swimming through tutorials and lectures together (i wouldnt put struggling, cos cw ky and yk obviously do not struggle ^^) its good.at least its not entirely nasty, im-not-close-to-my-class-why-like-that feelings anymore. i had a few licks of whiskey and tequila, all of them taste the same to me.like soap. how moose can drink 9 shots and still be just "a little tipsy" is beyond me. haha im looking forward to the next class gathering, hopefully after the boys make it through the first round of NS and gau comes back with stories about his bride???:P

i wonder if you still think about me.its difficult to admit it, under the circumstances that im in, but i think about you every day. its not that i still feel the same way about you or i want you back or anything like that. that would be very eew by the way :P ah well. hits the worst when your first happened to be a case of puppy love ^^ i feel like such a bimbo, must be the tequila.

may the toothache go away and may there be some truth in happily ever afters, amen.